I think i need to choose who i spend time with wayyyyyyyy more carefully, i’m left with no one, but I’d rather be like that than be the way I was before. Hate manipulation. Just want to curl up and die. I feel like i’ve wasted so much time, and thats the thing i hate the most. Sick of being treat like shit, were no good for eachother.

Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh